I set my hands in the cold dirt
working, working from cloudy dawn till grey sundown handling the chilled earth
with empty aching breast and aching limbs.
Clouds hung on the distant cedar-spotted frosty hills
where I had played all Summer.
I bent again to the heavy empty work,
craving, laden with a wordless hungry longing.
Then as the sun lowered
and the quitting bell had rung,
strangely the clouds were pierced
and light broke forth.
Strangely our hands were clasped and intertwined.
The cup was filled.
Quietly you said it,
"God, that's pretty!
Look how the sun has colored up those clouds."
I remember now the words I found
shaping on my lips that night.
I remember your answer welling wordless to your lips, your shyness, your own longing articulated clear.
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